Oz,Redux

Chapter 10

Ryan was smug and excited as he served breakfast the next
morning. He was going to get laid tonight! GOD! No one could find
out about this! If it got out that he was a fag. He would lose all
respect. Why was he doing this? Adabesi and Ross had tried to get in
his pants, but he had refused. Now he was just letting Murphy bend
him over, what was he thinking! Yeah, he wanted to get laid, but
Murphy was a guy. He doesn’t do guys. SHIT!! He hadn’t thought
about being Fucked! Is that what Murphy wanted to do, him on
bottom. Maybe he could ask Beecher, he heard it hurt like Hell, but
Beecher looked like he was in ecstasy when Keller was fucking him.
So it couldn’t hurt that much, Right?

“I’m going to eat.” Ryan said to Adabesi as he grabbed a tray of food,
then walked over to sit down by Beecher and Keller.

“Hey, O’Reily.” Beecher said as Keller nodded his greeting.

Ryan leaned in close to Beecher, not wanting anyone else to hear
him, especially not Keller.

“Beecher?”

“What?”

“Does it hurt?”

“Does what hurt?” Beecher asked.

“When Keller fucks you does it hurt?” Ryan asked, hoping he wasn’t
bright red.

“Why?” Beecher asked confused at why Ryan was asking this
particular question, he’d never cared before. Then the idea popped in
his head.

“You gonna get laid?” Beecher asked with a smile, before Ryan could
answer Beecher's smart remark. Keller answered his question.

“Of course it does, at first” Keller said sing song like in Ryan’s ear.
Damn sneaky bastard had eased dropped.

“Who’s the lucky guy? He has to be special to get your Irish cherry.”
Keller continued.

“Fuck you, Keller!” Ryan snarled.

“Is it Murphy?” Keller said with a grin as Ryan pushed him away.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I’m just making sure your not
hurting him.” Ryan growled, and then turned his attention back to his
food.

“See ya, later, O’Reilly.” Keller said as him and Beecher left the
cafeteria. Ryan finished his food then got up to help with the
cleaning the kitchen

Could he go through with this? Did he really want Sean’s cock up his
ass? Didn’t that make him gay? SHIT! This was His fault, he shouldn’t
have let Sean get that far, but it felt so good, so right. Knock it off
Ryan, you’re like His Bitch in heat. But he couldn’t deny how good it
felt to be in His arms. He felt safe, like nothing in OZ could touch him.
Could he let his guard down? Did he finally have someone he could
trust to fall back on.

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The lights had gone out an hour ago. He couldn’t sleep. He was so
nervous. Keller said it hurt at first. Shit and that bastard was
still standing at the door of his pod watching him. Damn it, Sean,
not now! He watched as Murphy gave the clipboard to Mineo
and started down the stairs to his pod. Mineo grinned at him,
Shit even he knows, McManus and Mineo both knew. Damn the
hacks were never gonna let him live this down and neither was
Keller.

Keller watched as Murphy headed for O’Reilly’s pod. He was right,
O’Reilly was a scarred little virgin.

“Chris, you going to stand there all night?” Toby asked from the top
bunk.

“…”

Toby slide off the top bunk and padded over to where Keller was
standing.

“What’s so interesting?” Toby asked as he tried to follow Chris’s gaze.
They watched as Murphy removed O’Reilly from his pod and lead him out of the unit.

*********


“Murphy, can this wait?” Ryan asked nervously.

“No, why?” Murphy asked.

“Keller’s watching.”

“So is Beecher, what, you embarrassed, O’Reily?”

“I just don’t want it spreading that I’m… I’m not …”

“Yes, you are, but no one’s gonna hear it from me.”

“Mur…” Ryan protested.

“Move it.” Murphy said firmly. Ryan groaned but reluctantly followed Murphy. He refused to look at Beecher and Keller’s pod. He could feel Keller’s smirk and Beecher’s curious gaze as they left the unit.

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“Chris, what’s going on?” Toby asked his smirking roommate.

“O’Reily’s about to lose his cherry.” Keller said his smirk turning into a wide grin.

“Chris, stop joking. You know as well as I do, he’s not like that.”

“Ya, he is. He just don’t want Adabesi or Schillinger finding out.”

“Or you, Chris, leave him alone!” Toby groaned not wanting his pain in the ass to become O’Reily’s too.

“What? I can’t tease him?”

“No, you can’t tease him! He’s more terrified of having sex with a guy than I am.”

Chris gave him a smile and nodded. He wouldn’t tease O’Reily, at least not in front of Toby. His baby could soooo pissy, always PMSing, but he loved his little mood swings.

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Ryan slowly followed Murphy out of the unit and to the old congigal rooms that had been closed for a couple of months.
“Why are we here?” Ryan asked.
Murphy just smiled as he pushed Ryan into one of the rooms. He had cleaned this one up yesterday. Ryan looked around the room, he had been here with his wife Shannon.

“Ryan, come here and sit down.” Murphy said patting the bed beside him. He knew Ryan was nervious and worried, but if he gave him time to think he might chicken out. He knew he was a virgin, at least to guys.

Ryan sat down next to Murphy.
“Murphy…I…”
“You want me to take you back?” Murphy asked, not wanting to push him too much.

“No, I’m just… Murphy, I…” Murphy covered Ryan’s mouth.

“Shhh, Ryan and it’s Sean. We don’t have to do this tonight. I can wait if your that nerveous.”

“No, I want to, I’m just… I’ll be fine.” Then the softly muttered. “Its just, I’m a virgin.”

“What was that Ry. I couldn’t hear you.” Sean teased.

“I said I’m a virgin, to men at least, stop being a jerk!” Ryan said pushing him away. Sean smiled and gently pushed Ryan back onto the bed.

“I’ll go slow.” Sean whispered. Ryan sighed and laid down on the bed as Sean slide his boxers down his legs. He could feel Sean slowly start to stroke him. Ryan gasped when Sean squeezed him and moved up to pull off his shirt. Sean then stood and removed his belt, pants, and kneeled on the bed. Ryan sat up and undid the buttons on his uniform shirt and then helped him remove his under shirt. Sean layed Ryan back and pushed his legs up. He positioned himself between them and reached under the pillow, he grabbed the KY hhad placed there. Ryan closed his eyes when he saw the lube, he knew this had to be fast, Oh God, this is going to hurt.

“Sean..”
“Shhh, Ry.”

Sean slowly prepared Ryan, making sure to hit his prostate, everytime. When he removed them Ryan whined.

“Now, this might hurt a little. I need you to push out and relax.”

Ryan nodded and pushed out as Sean pushed in.

“Sean..”

“I know It hurts, Ry, it won’t for long.” Sean stayed still for a moment then started to gently put pressure. When he was all the way in, Sean kissed Ryan on the lips and slowly started to pull out and pushed in. After a couple of minuets Ryan was gasping in pleasure and squirming under Sean. They both climaxed hard. Sean withdrew from Ryan and held him close.

Tap, tap tap. Ryan jumped at the noise and Sean smiled. He pulled the cover over both of them.

“Come in.” Sean yelled. McManus stepped in.

”Hey, Tim.” Ryan looked at McManus and blushed.

“Hey, twenty minuets.” Tim said with a smile.

“K, thanks.” Sean said, then gently pulled Ryan to him.

“What’s McManus doing here? He allowed This?” Ryan managed to ask through his embarrassment.

“Yes, he knows and approves as long as we keep it quiet.”

“Oh,” Ryan said laying his head on Sean’s chest. “Then why is he so determined to bust Keller’s balls for screwing Beecher?”

“Cause Keller doing the same shit that Schillinger did to Beecher.”

Ryan chuckled. “obviously, you guys don’t know when to keep your noses out of other peoples business. Keller’s not going to hurt Beecher, he maybe his prag, but he treats him right and keeps Schillinger off his back.”

“Shit, ok, I’ll tell Tim to back off.”
“Good, I’m getting sick of hearing Keller gripe.” Ryan said as he closed his eyes, Sean watched Ryan as he slept. He wasn’t sure how long he could have this relationship. This might be the only time together. Shit what was he going to do!

Tap, Tap, Tap.

“That’s the signal. Come on and lets get dressed.” Ryan grabbed his clothes and started getting dressed and followed Sean out of the room.

He ignored McManus as much as possible as they walked back to EM City. Tim went to his office, while Sean escorted him back to his pod. It was well past three when they got back and that damn Keller had gotten up to watch after Beecher had fallen asleep.

“Shit!” Ryan groaned.

“What?” Sean asked as they approached his pod.

“Keller’s up.” Ryan said as he nodded toward a grinning Keller.

“So?”

“He’ll never let me live this down.”

“Ignore him.”

“Yeah, sure, night Sean.”

“Night” Sean waited till the door clicked before heading up to Tim’s office.