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Category:
1 through F › ER
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
12
Views:
5,801
Reviews:
31
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own ER, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Not ready yet
I'm sorry that it took me so long to write this short chapter. I hope it isn't too bad. But I have so many other things to do at the moment. =( I promise though that I will finish this story soon.
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John's heart slipped deeper from minute to minute. But his panic increased the nearer they came to the wedding chapel. He felt as if he had to throw up every second. What was he doing here? He shouldn't marry Samuel only to make the other man happy. But now everything was arranged already. There was no way back.
"You look as if you were dying. Aren't you happy?" Samuel too noticed that something was wrong with him.
"Oh, I only feel a bit sick. I guess it's just the nervousness since it is my first time and so..." John cringed inwardly. Even himself could tell that this excuse sounded pretty lame.
"Are you sure it is that?" Samuel looked doubtfully.
"Yes, yes, of course." John answered, but at the same time he felt a wave of nausea running through his body. Oh god, how should he hold out this the entire wedding?
"We are there." The driver suddenly said and stopped the car.
'Oh no!' John had hardly time to open the door before he threw up.
"John, darling, your face is so green. I'm afraid you are really sick." Samuel was very worried when he wrapped his arm around the other man's shoulder.
"I feel like dying. I have no clue what's wrong with me. Maybe it's the sausage we ate last evening. Don't you think it had a strange taste?" John knew exactly that it wasn't the sausage. But what else should he say? It was the fact that he didn't want to go through this marriage that was making him so sick?
John could hardly walk to the Chapel. Only Samuel's support kept him still on his feet.
Indoors the priest was waiting for them already.
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At the same time Luka couldn't bear his loneliness anymore. His appartment suddenly seemed too big for him alone. Maybe he had given up too soon? It couldn't be that John had already forgotten him and their wonderful time together. If he remembered well, he could swear that the younger man had been trembling in his arms last time they met. Why should John tremble if he meant nothing to him? No, Luka was suddenly sure that he could capture back his beloved. Certainly John only wanted to see that he made a bigger effort to win his love back.
Luka knocked several times on John's appartment-door. But inside everything remained quiet.
"You won't be lucky. Mr. Carter went on a trip." An olderly woman suddenly commented behind Luka's back.
"What do you mean, he went on a trip?" The dark haired man turned around.
"He is not at home. He went on vacation a few days ago with this guy that always has been here lately."
Luka was surprised, but glad too that the woman seemed well informed.
"The red haired guy? And do you also know where they have gone?"
"Not that I eavesdrop, but as a good neighbour I hear all kinds of things. I'm sure they wanted to fly to Las Vegas."
"Las Vegas?" Luka got the feeling that his legs would give way any moment. You didn't need a lot of fantasy to imagine what Las Vegas did mean!
He breathed deeply. Even when the situation seemed hopeless, he had to do something! Maybe it wasn't too late yet!
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"Maybe it's a sign that you aren't ready for such a step yet." The priest said sligthly unnerved after John had vomitted all over the altar.
"I think it's better to postpone the wedding till John feels better. When can we come back?" Samuel asked while he rubbed John's back.
"This month there are a lot of couples that want to get married. So the next free date is in 4 days only." The priest answered, still a bit disgusted about the mess John had made.
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4 Days later John and Samuel were getting ready for their wedding a second time. John really felt a bit better. He was sure that he could get through it this time. He just had put on his new beautiful smoking when somebody knocked on the door of their hotel room.
"Luka? What are you doing here?!" John almost fainted when he saw his ex-lover standing in front of him.
"Please, don't send me away again. It was hard enough to find you." Luka pleaded.
"Luka, I'm getting married in a few minutes. I...." The rest of John's words were swallowed by Luka's sudden kiss.
"John, I love you. I can't give you up so easily. You are my life. I can't forgive myself that I didn't realize it sooner." Luka had tears in his eyes when he finished the kiss. "I would do everything to make it up to you. Please, look at me and tell me if you still feel something for me?"
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John's heart slipped deeper from minute to minute. But his panic increased the nearer they came to the wedding chapel. He felt as if he had to throw up every second. What was he doing here? He shouldn't marry Samuel only to make the other man happy. But now everything was arranged already. There was no way back.
"You look as if you were dying. Aren't you happy?" Samuel too noticed that something was wrong with him.
"Oh, I only feel a bit sick. I guess it's just the nervousness since it is my first time and so..." John cringed inwardly. Even himself could tell that this excuse sounded pretty lame.
"Are you sure it is that?" Samuel looked doubtfully.
"Yes, yes, of course." John answered, but at the same time he felt a wave of nausea running through his body. Oh god, how should he hold out this the entire wedding?
"We are there." The driver suddenly said and stopped the car.
'Oh no!' John had hardly time to open the door before he threw up.
"John, darling, your face is so green. I'm afraid you are really sick." Samuel was very worried when he wrapped his arm around the other man's shoulder.
"I feel like dying. I have no clue what's wrong with me. Maybe it's the sausage we ate last evening. Don't you think it had a strange taste?" John knew exactly that it wasn't the sausage. But what else should he say? It was the fact that he didn't want to go through this marriage that was making him so sick?
John could hardly walk to the Chapel. Only Samuel's support kept him still on his feet.
Indoors the priest was waiting for them already.
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At the same time Luka couldn't bear his loneliness anymore. His appartment suddenly seemed too big for him alone. Maybe he had given up too soon? It couldn't be that John had already forgotten him and their wonderful time together. If he remembered well, he could swear that the younger man had been trembling in his arms last time they met. Why should John tremble if he meant nothing to him? No, Luka was suddenly sure that he could capture back his beloved. Certainly John only wanted to see that he made a bigger effort to win his love back.
Luka knocked several times on John's appartment-door. But inside everything remained quiet.
"You won't be lucky. Mr. Carter went on a trip." An olderly woman suddenly commented behind Luka's back.
"What do you mean, he went on a trip?" The dark haired man turned around.
"He is not at home. He went on vacation a few days ago with this guy that always has been here lately."
Luka was surprised, but glad too that the woman seemed well informed.
"The red haired guy? And do you also know where they have gone?"
"Not that I eavesdrop, but as a good neighbour I hear all kinds of things. I'm sure they wanted to fly to Las Vegas."
"Las Vegas?" Luka got the feeling that his legs would give way any moment. You didn't need a lot of fantasy to imagine what Las Vegas did mean!
He breathed deeply. Even when the situation seemed hopeless, he had to do something! Maybe it wasn't too late yet!
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"Maybe it's a sign that you aren't ready for such a step yet." The priest said sligthly unnerved after John had vomitted all over the altar.
"I think it's better to postpone the wedding till John feels better. When can we come back?" Samuel asked while he rubbed John's back.
"This month there are a lot of couples that want to get married. So the next free date is in 4 days only." The priest answered, still a bit disgusted about the mess John had made.
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4 Days later John and Samuel were getting ready for their wedding a second time. John really felt a bit better. He was sure that he could get through it this time. He just had put on his new beautiful smoking when somebody knocked on the door of their hotel room.
"Luka? What are you doing here?!" John almost fainted when he saw his ex-lover standing in front of him.
"Please, don't send me away again. It was hard enough to find you." Luka pleaded.
"Luka, I'm getting married in a few minutes. I...." The rest of John's words were swallowed by Luka's sudden kiss.
"John, I love you. I can't give you up so easily. You are my life. I can't forgive myself that I didn't realize it sooner." Luka had tears in his eyes when he finished the kiss. "I would do everything to make it up to you. Please, look at me and tell me if you still feel something for me?"