Not Good Enough for Love
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Category:
S through Z › Scrubs
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
2
Views:
5,071
Reviews:
12
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Scrubs, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Not Good Enough for Love
I had a dream last night.
I dreamt that I went to a bar down the street and met the most beautiful woman.
She was smart, funny and like I said before; beautiful. We talked, dance; and drank.
I could tell she was drunk because she fell flat on her ass when she tried to stand up on her own, and being the gentleman I am; I stood from my chair and helped her back too her seat. She laugh it off and told me she was too drunk to go back too her place and asked if she could stay at my place instead. I gave her my most famous sly grin and said;
“Yes”.
The rest of it is a blur, but all I really could remember was that I had the most mind blowing sex that I ever had in years.
But my dream was not a dream after all; it was reality. And the woman of my dreams was not a woman at all; but a man. And not just man any. No, I’ve work with this man for years.
Yes, it was none other then JD sleeping next to me.
~~~~~~~~~~~
“Shit.” Perry said, finally reaching consciousness.
*Well you really did it this time*
Perry thought to himself he sat up a little to get a good look at what he saw before him on the other side of the bed. A sleeping JD curled up in sheets and blankets. Perry tried not to panic.
“Oh god, please tell me this is all just a nightmare and I’m going to wake up any minute now.” he groaned.
*Oh Perry don’t act like you didn’t want this to happen*
Perry’s mental voice said to him.
He groaned again to himself. However, Perry was not just worried about himself he was more worried about JD and how he will react to this. Will he freak out? Has he ever slept with a man before?
“Oh please don’t tell me I’m his first one.” he whispered to himself.
*I don’t think he’ll freak out about this Perry, I mean he did come out of the closet a few months ago*
That is true, but still it was him; his mentor. I mean we were so drunk we didn’t know what we were doing and the kid worships me but I don’t think he would ever want this to happen.
Perry gave a deep sigh and looked over to JD again who was looking at him with a goofy grin on his face. Perry just looked at him with a blank stare. JD sat up on the bed still grinning at him
“Good morning sunshine.” he said sweetly.
Perry did not say anything, what was he suppose to say in a situation like this?
JD turned over to look at the alarm clock on the dresser next to the bed.
“Oh shoot,” said JD, looking at the clock. “I got to be at the hospital in thirty minutes.” He turned and stood off the bed letting the sheets and blankets fall off his naked body giving Perry a perfect view of his ass. Perry gave a slight grin but quickly disappeared when JD turned his head over his shoulder to look at him again
“Sorry I have to leave so soon.” JD said, as he bent over to pick up his jeans off the floor. After he buttoned up his jeans he turned around to Perry again to see him still on the bed naked looking at JD dumfound.
“So do you have work today?” JD asked.
“No” Perry said, very blankly.
“Well that’s good, you need a day off anyway” JD smiled and turned to the floor, looking for his shirt and quickly found it near the door.
He put it over his head and down his waist. JD turned and walked to Perry and gave him a quick peck on the check. Perry was too deep in his thought to really notice JD walking to the door and giving him a warm smile.
“Well I guess I’ll be seeing you tomorrow then” He said, opening the door.
Perry only nodded, then finally JD left.
Perry put his hands over his face and gave himself a big sigh. He swiftly moved the covers, stood up from his bed, took his boxer off the floor, and sled them on.
Perry opened the bedroom door and walked straight to the liquor cabinet in the living room, pulled out the hardest drink he could find, found a drinking glass and poured it.
He walked to his couch and slumped on to it, chugging the drink down his throat.
*You know things are not going to be the same with you and Sally…right?*
Perry put down the glass on to the counter, crossed his arms over his chest, and nodded.
*Oh what are so upset about Perry? I thought you liked JD…didn’t you want this to happen?*
True, he did wanted it to happen; but not like this. Not like two college kids getting too tipsy and experimenting with one another. No, he wanted to show him in his own way at his own time.
*Which would have been never.*
His relentless mental voice said. Perry growled in frustration put his hands in his curly hair, feeling troubled. What exactly was he suppose to do? Ignore him? Try to forget? All of it sounded hopeless. In addition, what if Jordan found out? She’d never let him live it down.
*And what do you care, Jordan pretty much made it loud and clear that you two were over*
“True, but still I don’t want things to change…I hate change.” he said to himself, breaking the weird silence in the house.
But JD did seem happy like he did not mind at all. Therefore, he didn’t freak out, but what if JD thought there were dating now that would be worse! Perry wasn’t going to admit to his homosexuality, not now.
But then he thought to himself, maybe JD wouldn't want to have a relationship with him? wouldn't blame him.
“ So it’s settled, I’m just gonna have to tell Martha that it was a mistake; and that there is nothing between us and every thing will go back to normal.” He said aloud.
*I doubt it*
“Shut up voice in my head!”
I dreamt that I went to a bar down the street and met the most beautiful woman.
She was smart, funny and like I said before; beautiful. We talked, dance; and drank.
I could tell she was drunk because she fell flat on her ass when she tried to stand up on her own, and being the gentleman I am; I stood from my chair and helped her back too her seat. She laugh it off and told me she was too drunk to go back too her place and asked if she could stay at my place instead. I gave her my most famous sly grin and said;
“Yes”.
The rest of it is a blur, but all I really could remember was that I had the most mind blowing sex that I ever had in years.
But my dream was not a dream after all; it was reality. And the woman of my dreams was not a woman at all; but a man. And not just man any. No, I’ve work with this man for years.
Yes, it was none other then JD sleeping next to me.
~~~~~~~~~~~
“Shit.” Perry said, finally reaching consciousness.
*Well you really did it this time*
Perry thought to himself he sat up a little to get a good look at what he saw before him on the other side of the bed. A sleeping JD curled up in sheets and blankets. Perry tried not to panic.
“Oh god, please tell me this is all just a nightmare and I’m going to wake up any minute now.” he groaned.
*Oh Perry don’t act like you didn’t want this to happen*
Perry’s mental voice said to him.
He groaned again to himself. However, Perry was not just worried about himself he was more worried about JD and how he will react to this. Will he freak out? Has he ever slept with a man before?
“Oh please don’t tell me I’m his first one.” he whispered to himself.
*I don’t think he’ll freak out about this Perry, I mean he did come out of the closet a few months ago*
That is true, but still it was him; his mentor. I mean we were so drunk we didn’t know what we were doing and the kid worships me but I don’t think he would ever want this to happen.
Perry gave a deep sigh and looked over to JD again who was looking at him with a goofy grin on his face. Perry just looked at him with a blank stare. JD sat up on the bed still grinning at him
“Good morning sunshine.” he said sweetly.
Perry did not say anything, what was he suppose to say in a situation like this?
JD turned over to look at the alarm clock on the dresser next to the bed.
“Oh shoot,” said JD, looking at the clock. “I got to be at the hospital in thirty minutes.” He turned and stood off the bed letting the sheets and blankets fall off his naked body giving Perry a perfect view of his ass. Perry gave a slight grin but quickly disappeared when JD turned his head over his shoulder to look at him again
“Sorry I have to leave so soon.” JD said, as he bent over to pick up his jeans off the floor. After he buttoned up his jeans he turned around to Perry again to see him still on the bed naked looking at JD dumfound.
“So do you have work today?” JD asked.
“No” Perry said, very blankly.
“Well that’s good, you need a day off anyway” JD smiled and turned to the floor, looking for his shirt and quickly found it near the door.
He put it over his head and down his waist. JD turned and walked to Perry and gave him a quick peck on the check. Perry was too deep in his thought to really notice JD walking to the door and giving him a warm smile.
“Well I guess I’ll be seeing you tomorrow then” He said, opening the door.
Perry only nodded, then finally JD left.
Perry put his hands over his face and gave himself a big sigh. He swiftly moved the covers, stood up from his bed, took his boxer off the floor, and sled them on.
Perry opened the bedroom door and walked straight to the liquor cabinet in the living room, pulled out the hardest drink he could find, found a drinking glass and poured it.
He walked to his couch and slumped on to it, chugging the drink down his throat.
*You know things are not going to be the same with you and Sally…right?*
Perry put down the glass on to the counter, crossed his arms over his chest, and nodded.
*Oh what are so upset about Perry? I thought you liked JD…didn’t you want this to happen?*
True, he did wanted it to happen; but not like this. Not like two college kids getting too tipsy and experimenting with one another. No, he wanted to show him in his own way at his own time.
*Which would have been never.*
His relentless mental voice said. Perry growled in frustration put his hands in his curly hair, feeling troubled. What exactly was he suppose to do? Ignore him? Try to forget? All of it sounded hopeless. In addition, what if Jordan found out? She’d never let him live it down.
*And what do you care, Jordan pretty much made it loud and clear that you two were over*
“True, but still I don’t want things to change…I hate change.” he said to himself, breaking the weird silence in the house.
But JD did seem happy like he did not mind at all. Therefore, he didn’t freak out, but what if JD thought there were dating now that would be worse! Perry wasn’t going to admit to his homosexuality, not now.
But then he thought to himself, maybe JD wouldn't want to have a relationship with him? wouldn't blame him.
“ So it’s settled, I’m just gonna have to tell Martha that it was a mistake; and that there is nothing between us and every thing will go back to normal.” He said aloud.
*I doubt it*
“Shut up voice in my head!”