When I See Her Smile

Title: When I See Her Smile

Author: Faroutdragon

Summary: From Janet's POV; Janet needs to find some way to show how she feels for Sam

Archive: Sure, with permission

Warnings: Femme slash; if you don't like it, don't read it.

Pairing: Janet/Sam

Rating: NC-17

Disclaimer: Unfortunately, all I can do is play with these wonderful characters. They are not mine.

Author's Note: This chapter is based on the song "When I See You Smile". I guess that would make this chapter a song-fic.

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Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever make it through,

Through this world without having you,

I just wouldn't have a clue.

She walks into the Infirmiry, wearing her usual army green pants and black t-shirt. Her dog tags make slight clinking noises as they gently swing against her beautiful breasts. Her blonde hair is neatly disheveled, if that is possible. And her eyes, God, her eyes. Her eyes are the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. I can barely keep my breathing normal as she stops walking, and stands before me.

'Cause sometimes it seems like the world's closing in on me,

And there's no way of breaking free,

Then I see you reach for me.

She has been talking, but I haven't heard a word she has said. She realizes this, and smiles at me; a smile that makes me go weak at the knees. Does she realize what she does to me, every time she walks into the room?

Sometimes I wanna give up,

I wanna give in,

I wanna quit the fight.

She must realize it, because her smile deepens as she slowly reaches out her left hand to my face. My breath is coming quicker. Her eyes are so deep, so green; they reach into my soul. I know that this is exactly what I have waited for. I have been waiting forever, for this touch.

And then I see you baby,

And everything's all right,

Everything's all right.

She leans in slowly, asking me with her eyes if this is all right. I move forward, telling her that this is what I want. Her lips touch mine softly. Velvet warmth caresses my mouth, and I can't help but lut aut a sigh. She is so soft, so gentle. Our kiss deepens, and I feel that urge in the pit of my stomach. Growing down towards my crotch. I need her so much.

When I see you smile,

I can face the world,

Oh, you know I can do anything.

She pulls back, and I hear myself whimper. She smiles again, and it reaches her eyes. Her entire face is smiling at me. She leans forward and kisses me again, more passionately than the last time. Time is standing still. I feel her hands slowly slide up under my shirt. She rubs my bare back slowly, giving me chills.

When I see you smile,

I see a ray of light,

Oh, I see it shining right through the rain.

This is what I need. All my worries are gone with her one touch. Her tongue slips lovingly into my mouth, and when I feel her caress, I can't help but press my body closer to her. She pulls back again, and I know that my eyes are questioning. She lifts my arms, and pulls my shirt over my head. I do the same to her. She is loving this as much as I am, because her nipples are straining against the fabric of her bra.

When I see you smile,

Baby, when I see you smile at me.

We strip our bra's, and as her gorgeous breasts are placed in view, I sigh. They are even more beautiful than I could have imagined. Full, round breasts. Not too big, nor to small, with dark nipples pointing at me. I reach for them, but she stops me. This is about me.

Baby, there's nothing in this world that could ever do,

What the touch of your hand can do,

It's like nothing that I ever knew.

Her soft hands start at my cheeks, and move slowly down to my shoulders. My breathing is ragged as her long, slender fingers reach my breasts and begin to caress. She makes sure not to touch my nipples. Rubbing, prolonging the sweet torturous feeling that she was giving me. I can't help myself; I reach down to my pants and unzip them. They fall to the floor. She notices what she is doing to me, and she brings her lips down to my nipples. Her velvet tongue flicks me, and I gasp at the sensation.

And when the rain is falling,

I don't feel it,

'Cause you're here with me now.

As she licks and sucks at my breasts, I lean against her. She slips her fingers down my stomach, toward my navel. Gently pulling my underwear down, she is sure not to touch my in the spot I need her caress the most. My underwear hits the floor, and I am now nude. She now begins to run her hands slowly up and down my inner thighs. I moan, frustrated with her teasing.

I wanna ask you baby,

It's all I'll ever need,

All I'll ever need.

She can feel my body quivering with anticipation. She kneels on the floor, and tells me to sit on my chair. As I sit, she spreads my legs far enough apart that she can clearly see all of me. Moving her fingers slowly along my inner thigh, she continues upward. When she touches the outer lips, I lean back in my seat and whimper. I her her more than ever.

When I see you smile,

I can face the world,

Oh, you know I can do anything.

She slides her fingers slowly into me, exploring my warm depths. With her first touch of my clit, I jump, and she knows this is the token. I swallow hard as she continues her hand exploration. She quickly returns to my clit, and rubs it slowly, up and down. My ragged breathing is turning into gasps and light moans.

When I see you smile,

I see a ray of light,

Oh, I see it shining right through the rain.

Moving her mouth toward me, she moves her fingers down, to my hole. Pushing one finger in very slowly, she slips her tongue in to take over my clit. Feeling the warm, wet, hard tongue caressing me, my hips involuntarily begin to push against her head. Sliding her finger towards my belly, she bends it slightly and pulls it out. Oh, God, that hits its mark, and with a cry, I begin to throb.

When I see you smile,

Baby, when I see you smile at me.

She moves her tongue harder, faster. I am seeing rainbows flash before my eyes. Her finger is working against that very special spot, and I can feel myself throbbing harder hardharder. I don't know how much more of this I can take. She takes my clit into her mouth, and begins to suck. I feel her tongue twirling around the tip of it as she softly sucks it. Oh, Lord. With a moan of complete pleasure, I climax, and feel the wetness leaving me in a rush. Her tongue is all over me, leaving me completely clean.

Baby, when I see you smile,

Smile, at me.

I am completely drained. She finishes her sweet cleaning, and moves herself up to my face. With her trademark smile, she says, "Well, Janet, was that everything you dreamed it would be?" I couldn't get my heart to slow down, and in reply, I merely placed her hand over my heart. Her deep emerald eyes grin as she slowly gets up off of me, and pulls her shirt back on. Before she leaves, she turns to me and says, "I love you, Janet." I can't reply before she is completely out of the room, so I say to the door, "I love you too, Sam."

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