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This was a fantastic chapter! I almost started crying when Dean was going to kill himself! ;_; Poor Dean!

Anyway, I must ask, are Dean and Sam going to actually get together? Or are they going to return to normal, brotherly love? (I'm hoping for the former lmao)

-Emilia

Dean's emotions as he's holding that gun are just outstanding. I was so moved by the way you've written this chapter. I swear the story gets more and more heartbreaking every time I read it. I'm going to need serious therapy. Great ending to this one. I think time apart, whether brief or extended, is what they need at the moment to find some perspective. Loved the reappearance of the demon, it was definitely important to have some closure in that department. The way Dean reacted was spot on. All in all, excellent chapter!

Holy hell...that really was a good chapter. Although I'm still sceptical about the pacing and timing of these events, I have to compliment and praise you for this chapter that left me gasping for air like a fish on sand. You captured Dean's emotions so fully, and Sam's were well presented too, I just feel exasperated now that I've finished reading. Quite devoid of emotion. All that remains is a burning wish to see what happens next.

Wow. That was so tense and uncomfortable and heartbreaking...and amazing! I feel so sorry for Dean right now. They're both lost, but he's trying so hard to make things right and it seems as if he's fighting a losing battle. *sigh* I do love a bit of angst. Great chapter!

Phew, ehm... I'm completely lost now what Sam's actually trying to do or why Dean is letting it all happen or... Lost in a good way though. In a way that makes me utterly curious about what's coming next and how (or if...) the two brothers are going to get out of this mess.

It's quite painful to read all this (again in a good way though), but you write it so well that I just can't stop.

So keep it going, and I'll follow the lead :-).
But please, somehow Sam will have to find a bit of his old self again and get a better grip on the situation. He's way too intelligent to keep loosing it like that, to continue not being able to figure out what's happening to Dean in those nightmares or that Dean really didn't and doesn't wanna rape him...

Well, let's just wait and see, huh?
Thank you for this chapter and until next time.

No, scratch that last comment there, because I don't even know anymore if that is even the point for Sam: rather or not Dean wanted and wants to rape / take him.

So never mind what I said there. I know as little about what's happening as the brother do obviously ;-).

Two words: Fucking. Hot. *fans self* Wow. I loved the emotion that throbbed through this entire thing. I love your Sam. He's just so.. broody and I love it. I love the fact Dean's all against this, and that he can't let Sam leave. And I'll admit, you were a lil' mean ending it where you did, but I love this all the same. I'm eagerly anticipating the next installment.

.Psychotic.

Well, well... I am tempted to say I saw this coming. Ever since that kind concrit, I've been thinking you'd probably let the story go this way. The question is, whether it's too sudden or just right. I think I'll wait a little more before I form an opinion.

Nevertheless, intense chapter. The style is awesome as usual, and I can't wait to see more.

Oh, more angst to feed my cravings! I hope there is a nice, steamy scene in the next chapter.

-Sammy / Emilia

Again with the "WOOOOOOOOWWWW!!!!! WOW!!!!"

What on God's earth has gotten into Sam? I would think that he wants Dean to have sex with him again (the brutal way) to try and find out for sure if it was actually Dean wanting to rape him, or a demon after all... but I am not sure at all about this suspision of mine.
Now, what's for sure is that at the start, at the moment of the actual rape, Dean really didn't want it to happen. However after all these chapters, I'm starting to think that this might not be the entire truth anymore as well. Is it still the demon and what the evil bastard did, haunting Dean, or does Dean actually and really WANT to be with his brother (albeit in a non-rapist way then) / have sex with him?

Man, I'm so confused about where this is all going, but then again that's probably your intention AND what keeps coming me back for more. So well done once again for keeping me / us hooked.

I'm hoping that in the next chapters these matters will get cleared up at list a little... I guess I've always known that it would come to Dean and Sam returning to / reliving the rape... and see what it does to them at the time being. Will some of the answers they (and I) need be found this way?

The next chapter might tell...

My sincere thanks for writing, and until next time.